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(no subject) [Oct. 6th, 2006|02:46 pm]
EdgAR

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OMG I DONT USE THIS ANYMORE [Oct. 26th, 2005|02:01 pm]
EdgAR
i feel bad. I had a following at one point!
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I don't want to fall to pieces. [Oct. 12th, 2005|03:07 pm]
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[I Feel. . . |boredbored]
[Sounds Like. . . |Fall To Pieces - Avril Lavigne]

So many things haver changed. I'm living on my own now, Hnery and I don't speak, I was the lead in a play, oh there is just so much.
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Staying at Shelby's was fun. [Aug. 22nd, 2005|01:01 am]
EdgAR
[I Feel. . . |sicksick]
[Sounds Like. . . |Slow - Kylie Minogue]

Yes it was.

Staying up and then going to sleep with Henry was fun too.

I cooked DEATH, but he was hungry. Shelby and company think we're going to get married, but he drank our Tropical Fruit Punch baby.

It was really funny when I asked him to try on my pants and he took off his pants and I was like "I meant later like during the actual day."

"You just get prettier everyday."
"You really have beautiful eyes."
"I'm poking you until you turn around."

I could go on.

hahaha Stamps + Porn.

Ah my throat hurts a lot and my nose is like super congested.
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An old favorite. [Aug. 17th, 2005|02:02 am]
EdgAR
[I Feel. . . |discontentdiscontent]
[Sounds Like. . . |I'm humming "'til i get over you"]

This is this old Michelle branch song. It's my favorite song of hers. It's called "'til I get over You".
I remember like two years ago when I bought "Hotel paper" (the album that it's on) this was like my favorite song ever.

the emotion conveyed in this song is almost overwhelming, but I love it. I havent heard the song in a really long time (because you know i never got mst of my stuff from home.), but it's kind of stuck in my head. The lyrics are like perfect. Oh it's so strabge when you find a song that you can perfectly relate to. I'd post them here but it's too much work to copy and paste stuff without a mouse.

I'm sad.

Oh Madonna broke some ribs and her collar bone today. She also turned 47. It was a Horseback riding accident. I hope she feels better soon.
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::sigh:: [Aug. 16th, 2005|12:32 am]
EdgAR
[I Feel. . . |distresseddistressed]
[Sounds Like. . . |the TV guide channel because the TV remote doesnt work]

I dunno. tonight I feel like crying. Life sucks and I need an escape. I just wish i could go away and forget about all of this shit. Ugh I hate being around people, but I hate feeling alone. I dont know why i even get up in the morning.
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Evita is on. [Aug. 14th, 2005|02:03 pm]
EdgAR
I Last night I called the guy i danced with at Pride. His name is actually Barry(ew.) He's 21 and in the closet. he's also not really looking for a relationship. He just wants a fling, idk he seemed pretty skuzzy on the phone. It made me sad tht he wasn't as perfect as he looked. ::sigh::

We talked for a long time though, let's see...I called Henry around 12:50 then by like 1:10 i was talking to Alex. I think we talked from like 1:40 to 4:10 we were on the phone. I remember because I lost the remote, and was watching the TV guide channel the whole time.

::sigh:: Becuase of this, I actually slept in this morning and awoke at like 1:10. that's like a record for me.

What a waste of time.

I'm going to watch Evita, because Madonna will always love me.
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Just got out of the shower, ooh my skin feels so soft from this new soap! [Aug. 13th, 2005|11:58 pm]
EdgAR
[I Feel. . . |tiredtired]
[Sounds Like. . . |Rain - Madonna]

So today I cashed my last two checks from CWA. The other day i went with alex to pick them up, saying goodbye to everyone was bittersweet. Yeah. . .

Kayaking with YPI was fun. My bangles didnt survive though. :(

Today i went shopping for school clothes, I didnt actually buy a whole lot of clothes, but I did get more SEXY pants lol.

I also bouth these awesome shoes! They're chuck taylors, but they're electric blue and Lime green oh they're sweet. I'm having them delievered to my house.

The highlight of my day was probably when i was looking around at the shoes and two Madonna sonngs played in a row.

I got home around 2:30-ish. I called Henry and we met at the mall at like 5:30-ish.

When I got to the mall, I ran into the guy that i danced with at Pride. And got his phone number again. He's actually like 21 and actually doesnt know my age. oops. lol

at somepoint I found myself at the food court and I heard someone call my name. It was Henry's friend Julia (Who I honestly don't care for very much), he was with her. this kind of pissed me off becasue I really don't like her. And on top of that I had actually prepared something for Henry and didnt want some dumb bitch to be around when i said it. Anyway, some other ugly girl was there too. He didnt invite them, aparently they called when he got tot he mall or something, idk whatever. They suck and really made me feel alienated.



So I wanted to see the Island, because I've wanted to see it since it came out a month ago and everytime I made and attempt to go to see it, something stupid would come up. thie time was no different. The Ugly people wanted to see Dukes of hazzard. So after a lot of debating back and forth it came down to rock, papaer,scissors. I only agreed to do it because it would shut Julia up and there was like a chance that i'd actually get what I wanted (Which was actually to have the ugly people go away)

During the deliberating I was sooo hungry! I had only eaten a strawberry frosted donut all day. So i somehow convinced them to go the food court and let me get something to eat. although now that i thikn about it, I should've just gone by myself and lft.

While eating, Nikki ran into us. Pretty much the highlight of this half of my day.

I lost Rock, paper, scissors and we ended up going to see Dukes of Hazzard, which wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be, althogh at one point I fell asleep.

after the movie idk Julia was being annoying (her existance bothers me) So I walked ahead, thinking about when my next bus came.

When we got to the food court the ugly people went in one direction and Henry went in the other, I was confused so I decided to look at my bus schedule. I saw that i had like 5 minutes to catch my bus. So I went to Henry and Started to talk to him and he like went right by me. he like asked me a question and then the thing I know he's off talking to some other people like ten feet away from me. I got really pissed at this point. So I just walked off. I actually missed my bus, luckily there was one i guess i didn't see on the schedule so i only had to wait an hour and a half for the next one. ::sigh::

to henry:
I am not upset with you. I just have one thing to say though. Next time you tell me that people I associate myself with are trash, i think you should reacess the who you're choosing to surround yourself with.
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second banana. [Aug. 11th, 2005|10:43 am]
EdgAR
[I Feel. . . |sleepysleepy]
[Sounds Like. . . |Bloodhound gang]

We're friends again. He approached me. I couldn't say no.

I don't wanna talk about it.
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I never did get to sing my songs for you [Aug. 8th, 2005|10:49 pm]
EdgAR
[I Feel. . . |depresseddepressed]

yes, I'm talking to you Henry. Just shut up.

I realize that this desicion I'm making to not to be your friend hurts, but it's really what best for me. I need to get over you. So just stop. Please. Leave me alone and let me move on.
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